Wow~

I had been staying at home for 4 days straight without stepping out of my house.

Truly,

it was extremely BORING.

All i do at home is to

eat,sleep watch television and do a LITTLE housework=/!

I didnt really go find a part time work yet..

because

i dont where to find a job that can do it willingly..

hmm..

anyway I has been thinking..

that if i can do something really meaningful for myself during this holiday

and i came up with this--->

1)Study for driving theory

2)Retake my English 'O' level exam

3)Revise my engineering maths all over again from the start

4)Finish learning 路小雨 (piano version)

5)Find a part time job=)

6) EXERCISE regularly.

One day, when i was going to sleep

I dont know why i suddenly had a strong feelings about

death.

I was only 18 this year and

death was something that never really came across my life.

For these 18 years,

i only knew that 2 of our beloved relative had pass away peacefully at the age over 90s

and

1 because of illness.

But

thoughts and feelings of being dying struck in my mind..

I realized that when ones' has died

he/she will not be able

to think

to see

to breathe

to sense anything..

Everything will be black and blank.

It was like ,

'Life is game , when time is up, it's GAMEOVER.

There is no retrying or to restart.'

And

i believe we wont be able to reincarnate or go near the God...

I dont why..

But this i what i am thinking before sleeping..

I think i should REALLY treasure everything right now

and

do what i really loves and want to do=)

ps casual thoughts..

Currently reading a book called

"Dont tell mummy"

One word to describe when i'm reading:

'Emotional'

Cried thrice and i'm only reading till the half way.

&

I realized that everyone childhood is different...

Especially Antoinette ..=(

But

for my childhood

i really have no memories or picture of them. >=(

Is it because that all the memories was bad

which i choose to forget them when i grow up?

I never knew..

ps The book was really touching and nice to read=)

我今天好气好气好气!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

>=(((((((((((((((((!!!!!!!!!!

好讨厌好讨厌他们！

根本都不了解我在想设么！

。。。

只能活在自己的世界了。

有没有人能来救我啊？

S.O.S!

Sem 2 Goals:

GPA 3.8!

Go ranning at least once in every week=)

hehehs!

Had been feeling quite busy this week=(
Many projects are going to be due

and

exams is just one month away!

haaaaixx!

Anw

today went to have dinner with yujun!

hahahas!

then we chatted until 10pm!

outside shengshiong=O

pro bahx!

hahahs!

Need to chiong my reflection now!

ZIQIAN "GAN BA TEH!"

我的时间表坏了!

这两天睡好多好多啊!

考试就快要到了

我却没有心情读书=(

要加油！！

**24/29/31AUG**